Nah, I wouldn't say I'm patient. Anyone would be bored out of their minds here. At least back in the Library we get to receive all sorts of interesting guests, and have drinks with either Netz, Chesed, or Binah during downtime...
[ a long sigh, as he crosses his arms over the railing. does he miss them? it's complicated. ]
I'm more than sure someone already has, though. If we're lucky, we don't have to wait hundreds of thousands of years before someone goes berserk. [ thanks, warp trains! ] That only goes to show that humans truly are flawed in situations like this.
I'll be sure to tell Binah specifically you miss her and her teatimes.
[ With a very straight face. ]
Either way, flaws don't necessarily mean humans are without hope entirely. It just remains to be seen what'll come next, from all of us, in response to what we end up dealing with.
[ maybe he does miss them. a little. but it's more like he wants to go back for some unfinished business than anything else.
but gebura's going on about hope now and roland's simply beyond that at this point. he's seen and experienced way too much to ever have hope in anything else. he knows better than to try gebura, though, so he grunts in acknowledgement and takes another swig of his drink. ]
...How'd you feel, though? Being out here after so long.
[ Gebura casts him a side glance, ponytail spilling back over her shoulder. He's changing the subject, which means he doesn't feel like arguing about it, and she gets it, the City is shit and full of equally shitty people. She's seen it for herself and she'd witnessed his memories. The ones he'd gone on a rampage after. ]
Out here? You mean, out of the Library or outside in general? [ Given her time at Lobotomy Corp. ]
[ it's nice, though, to have someone not judge him for the rampages. other fixers wouldn't have get it, but he figures that a fellow(?) color would understand where he's coming from.
they really do have a screw loose in their brains. ]
Outside in general. I mean, you've been stuck in L Corp for ten years, right? And on top of the Library bullshit Angela pulled...
[ Sometimes this sort of thing just happens. Yeah. She gets it. ]
Yeah, it feels more weird to me than anything. But also kind of "oh, of course it'd be like this", because the first time I get to go outside again, it's because we've been kidnapped or become unwilling parts of an experiment or a Distortion and I can't trust any part of it anyway. If they wanted a Librarian who'd be a little more excited about all of this, they picked the wrong ones.
[ it's just gebura's luck as a citydweller, as a respected fixer. out of the pan and into the frying pan, as they say - even if said frying pain is set on the lowest setting possible since shit hasn't hit the fan yet. still! ]
I doubt the others would've liked it here. Angela, especially. Sure it's peaceful, but... It's a different kind of peaceful. The kind that raises hairs on the back of your neck even when you think there's nothing there. [ his shoulders slump with a sigh. ] Would you have wanted this kind of peace compared to the things we've seen in the City?
[ A tad flatly, her gaze roaming the view that lays stretched out before them. ]
Chesed would have at least been better at hiding how he felt about being here in a place like this, but this kind of atmosphere just makes me feel stretched in my skin.
[ he hums in agreement. there's just nothing calming here, despite their efforts in making sure no one's stalking them in the shadows. not like it doesn't happen in their city, but at least the chaos and hyperviolence are good enough distractions to fend off the feeling of paranoia.
he finishes his drink, tries tossing it at the nearest bin and succeeds. ]
The bowling alley seems like a stupid afterthought now, like they're assuring us that things can be fun here~ What a load of bull.
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[ a long sigh, as he crosses his arms over the railing. does he miss them? it's complicated. ]
I'm more than sure someone already has, though. If we're lucky, we don't have to wait hundreds of thousands of years before someone goes berserk. [ thanks, warp trains! ] That only goes to show that humans truly are flawed in situations like this.
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[ With a very straight face. ]
Either way, flaws don't necessarily mean humans are without hope entirely. It just remains to be seen what'll come next, from all of us, in response to what we end up dealing with.
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[ maybe he does miss them. a little. but it's more like he wants to go back for some unfinished business than anything else.
but gebura's going on about hope now and roland's simply beyond that at this point. he's seen and experienced way too much to ever have hope in anything else. he knows better than to try gebura, though, so he grunts in acknowledgement and takes another swig of his drink. ]
...How'd you feel, though? Being out here after so long.
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Out here? You mean, out of the Library or outside in general? [ Given her time at Lobotomy Corp. ]
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they really do have a screw loose in their brains. ]
Outside in general. I mean, you've been stuck in L Corp for ten years, right? And on top of the Library bullshit Angela pulled...
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Yeah, it feels more weird to me than anything. But also kind of "oh, of course it'd be like this", because the first time I get to go outside again, it's because we've been kidnapped or become unwilling parts of an experiment or a Distortion and I can't trust any part of it anyway. If they wanted a Librarian who'd be a little more excited about all of this, they picked the wrong ones.
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[ it's just gebura's luck as a citydweller, as a respected fixer. out of the pan and into the frying pan, as they say - even if said frying pain is set on the lowest setting possible since shit hasn't hit the fan yet. still! ]
I doubt the others would've liked it here. Angela, especially. Sure it's peaceful, but... It's a different kind of peaceful. The kind that raises hairs on the back of your neck even when you think there's nothing there. [ his shoulders slump with a sigh. ] Would you have wanted this kind of peace compared to the things we've seen in the City?
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[ A tad flatly, her gaze roaming the view that lays stretched out before them. ]
Chesed would have at least been better at hiding how he felt about being here in a place like this, but this kind of atmosphere just makes me feel stretched in my skin.
This isn't peace, it's tension.
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he finishes his drink, tries tossing it at the nearest bin and succeeds. ]
The bowling alley seems like a stupid afterthought now, like they're assuring us that things can be fun here~ What a load of bull.
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You don't wanna try it out?
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[ She turns to stare at him directly. ]
Do you seriously want to bowl that badly, Roland?
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[ PLEASE...? IT'S FOR YOUR OWN GOOD TOO, GEB. ]
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... Fine. Let's go.
[ This is for Roland. But also if he tells anyone, he's getting decked. ]